through my window

as i lay down

a bird came through my window

and reminded me of you.

like the bird,

i admire you from distance


i fucking hate u, but i love u

I dream of you on my loneliest nights and cry for you on my saddest days.

I’m hopelessly in love with you.

And I continue to fall every single day.

I catch myself thinking about you in random situations.

And I continue to smile each time you whisper my name.

Do you remember the first time you said you loved me?

I want every day to be like that day.

I want every day to be like the day we started falling in love.

I want to be with you.

And It hurts so much that I can’t.

You’re hurting me.

But I love you.

writing about motivation for once?

I don’t have to do amazing things to be important. I don’t have to be the best in everything I do. I can do what I want to do because the success of other people does not decrease mine. The beauty of other women does not cancel mine. There will only ever be one of me that exists ever, and even if I don’t do amazing things I’m still the best me I can be. I can always try to be better than I was yesterday.

I know life can be painful and that I can be tired of everything and feel completely lost sometimes. I know it all may seem a chaos I’m living in. There’s problems and questions and patterns and pain almost everywhere and I’m constantly afraid of failing.

Admit your fragility is showing vulnerability and that means lost control. Perhaps, showing your flaws and being vulnerable can be an act of courage.

It needs courage to fail big and stick around, and make them wonder why you’re still smiling. Let them see you’re the best you that no one will ever be.

There’s so much life and I’m so inspired by the earth because I’ve seen and lived so much bad shit and I’ve been through so much but the earth keeps turning and the grass keeps growing and the rivers keep flowing like things are gonna be okay, and I know everything’s gonna be okay. And I keep trying to be the best I can be and I am so proud of the better self I’m becoming.

Lo que siento

I think love is when something cool happens and you can’t wait to tell a person about it.

When you want to hear every little detail of their day I think that’s a pretty good sign too.

Comfortable silences, feeling warm when you listen them laughing, if the little things about them make your heart melting and you think about them before falling asleep.

You never tired of listening, you listen to them because you care. If its important to them it’s important to you too.

I don’t believe in love at first sight.

I believe you meet someone and you identify with them and suddenly one day you realize you see them differently now than you did the night before.

That is growing love, that is actually falling for someone and that is way more prettier than “love at first sight”.

The concept of growing love for someone is prettier than love at first sight I think.

I consider myself someone that loves a lot, because in general I feel too much. But that’s how I see love, you grow love for someone and one day you realize is bigger than you thought and fill your heart entirely.